Im a 46 year old widower. December 2016 my long time love dies in my apartment in a block of an eye. January 2017 the father of my kids lost his battle with cancer. I was wanting to die myself. But I lost my apartment. Its just me and my animals. Im on a monthly check but Im looking for a part time job for now, I want to go back to school. I want my own home again. I need help.